Insomnia lagi nih. Nggak bisa ngantuk. I not have something to be feel. Kenapa Dee nggak bisa ngantuk apalagi tidur? udah dua hari terakhir ini.
Di pondok juga pernah insomnia. Sanah robi’ah ini. Dee sama sekali nggak bisa tidur. baru tidur kalau hari udah kelewat malam. Subuh juga nggak ngantuk-ngantuk amat. Di kelas nggak pernah tidur. apalagi jamannya GSD. Nggak tidur 24 jam. itu insomnia akut. Kelewat parah. Mau tidur butuh perjuangan banget. Kalau di kelas yang lain pada tiarap, Dee ngeliatnya tuh ngiri tau nggak sih. Bete banget kadang-kadang kalau misalnya lagi ada dars yang goma atau ustadzah diem aja nggak ada madah. Mau ngobrol yang diajak ngomong udah terbang ke alam mimpi. Pengen tidur. merem-merem, tetep aja nggak bisa tidur. malah pernah Dee coba merem sambil tiarap di atas meja malah diledekin.
“Udah Yom, nggak usah pura-pura tidur. anti nggak bisa tidur kan?”
Insomnia di pondok itu menguntungkan. Apalagi kalau masa-masa ujian. Tapi kalau dipikir capek juga. Aktivitas tanpa istirahat. Hal ini nggak berlangsung lama. Hanya bertahan awal tahun dan awal-awal akhir tahun. selanjutnya…. Ya seperti biasa. Tidur di kelas. Tambahan, jarang! Ngantuk-ngantuk subuh. Ya, sewajarnya yang lainlah.
Nah kalau insomnia di rumah, ya sendirian. Yang lain udah pada tidur. kemarin-kemarin sih Dee gampang banget tidurnya. Kelewat cepet malah. Gara-gara obat. Sekarang obat Dee habis. Tapi mau hunting obat anti nyeri lagi. Phew…. Masih sakit. Like I feel now.
craig david merasakan cinta layaknya insomnia. beda atuh, kang!
I never thought that I’d fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you’d had enough-nough-nough-nough
Been a fool, girl I know
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you’ll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Remember telling my boys that I’d never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I’d never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I’m sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up
Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn’t expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you’ll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah
Ah, i just can’t go to sleep
Cause it feels like I’ve fallen for you
It’s getting way too deep
And i know that it’s love because
I can’t sleep til you’re next to me
No i can’t live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you’re next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
